lost engineer

hi every one my name is electron I am an embedded systems engineer I am looking for a job in the field of internet of things or embedded systems I am fluent with english language I like leanring new technologies that need creativity and makes me proud of my self and can be the source of any motivation, My problem is that i can't focus on one subject or one field and master it so I feel very lost in my life. that's a short story of what i live now I hope that somone can read this and maybe can help me with that so I can be an active person in this world and make somthing useful to humanity.