Diary of the 17th of April
by Anonymous | Score: 5650
Today was really hard.
First off, I fell asleep much earlier than I have before this week, at around 2:30 and I was supposed to get up at 11:30, 30 minutes before noon.
So I actually decided to do something about it and went to bed early.
But then I ended up having a nightmare, I don't remember what it was about, but I remember that I hated it.
I wanted to sleep for like 12 more hours.
I had prepared clothes the day before, so I didn't have to worry about that at least.
I get up, put on clothes, and prepare for a day or pretending and masking, just like I always do.
But I could tell early on that I was not gonna make it today, not without slipping up here and there.
I put empty bottles and such in the back seat and then went to open the gates, and I was basically just waiting for everybody else why I was stressed out about being late.
I got mad and I kept saying "Thank you so fucking much" to my parents and my brother, but I put the bottles back up and took that time to gather myself up and get the mask back on.
I got ice cream and an energy drink that I barely drank, which I thought was very good because I'm trying to drink less caffeine.