tripping over the threshold
by me <3 | Score: 2650
spluttering. gasping for air and your face slowly transform to a crimson colour. the room becomes a vacum suffacting you in a deafaning silence. suddebly the grey was enclose on me pulled all at once back the the restrainted of the chair suspended in a state of barley consiouness buy medicine. trauma is not a laughing matter a mantra my timid frail mind repeats like a reluctant therapist. but it wont rest the self deprtive nature manifested through the path ways of my mind like a wish bone broken and hopeless lays awake. awake still a somewhat disphoric trance as the entity that is insomnia stalks me like its pray as i continue to lay unsleeping.
slipping slowly as if falling down the rabit whole my weak grip on reality seases as tumbling faliing calopseing i fall loseing to the beats the onslaught of cruelty as the corruption of my thoughts trancends me and i am isolated once more unhelpable malnourished of my self help suspended in a space not alive not dead